For obvious reasons I can really identify with Christina Aguilera’s new song, Not Myself Tonight.
Things I’ve done since surgery (namely in the past month, since I’ve dropped from 331 to under 210, and from a size 28/30 in clothes to 16!):
- Danced… in public!
- Danced naughtily in public.
- Got quite tipsy at a bar twice, and wasn’t afraid to let it be known, haha.
- Jumped off of the diving board instead of stepping off of it as discreetly as possible.
- Walked out of the community pool (shallow end) instead of feeling like I was shoving my body through the water in order to get out.
- Went out in a skirt for no reason other than I wanted to wear it. ABOVE THE KNEE, FYI.
- Wore an above-the-knee skirt and heels to a wedding reception and danced my ass off with my husband.
- Run around outside with the kids.
- Jump off the side of our front steps, instead of walking down the steps.
- Had kinky, fun, interestingly-positioned sex… on multiple occasions!
- Smiled more.
207.6 as of yesterday, by the way.



The more I read this blog, the more I think there is less and less need for it cuz u are NOT that-fat-chick no more hun.
i am so happy for you. I can’t wait umtil im there
GOOD FOR YOU!
That is awesome!!!!!!
This truly makes me smile. I can’t wait for my life change and the happy non restricted feeling<3